真爱不是取代，而是心中永恒的存在

2009-10-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

table tennis is the new craze for our OBLS - temp staffs.

been taking lunch time to play with my collegues and even stay back after work to play.

i exercise hor...

juz travelled to Yishun to reborn my hair~ dun trust the one at BB with my hair liaox.

Simon came to look for me after my reborning~ was thinkin of gg to my collegues' invitation to their church performance but the timing not very gd laa.. plus dere nth much to do in Yishun~

down to PS.. jam lor.. i actaully fall asleep. hahax. wanted to catch movie but the timing cannot make it.. i need to get cake home.. so juz shop ard PS den Cindy came look for me cos she was bored waiting for her guy to be done.

had coffee at cafe cartel before heading home~

2009-09-30T17:13:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. dunno where to start updating from.

26 Sept
wake up early.. meet danny eat breakfast at Tiong Bahru Market den down to PS to get tix den to east coast for blading.

blade for awhile nia cos danny's skate cmi... one by one the strap break. lolx.

den down to danny's place while he go change den send me home to change.. den down to PS to catch our movie, Phobia 2. Not bad la.. not tt scary.. every story(dere is 5) got meaning de.

down to chinatown after tat to eat frog leg rice(cos he dun eat porridge) den turn over to Keong Siak St for me to find Cindy at Crazy Hours to borrow make up(cos my fake lashes drop so my eyelinear drop) den also borrow toilet shit. lolx.

den down to Bellini Grande cos danny's fren, Alvin bday.. stupid danny. pour martell with GREEN TEA. sux to the core.. almost blackout in the club. lolx.

after Bellini was NaNa(last time de MoMo)~ finally got a chance to see what kind of environment izzit. it's damn smokey inside.. =.=

drank beer dere.. play five-ten.. direction.. lost to this guy, Brian(danny de fren de fren) lolx.

pix are found in FB~

2009-09-09T10:52:00.002+08:00

out with Chris ytd. the one tt stay so near me at blk 27 nia lor.. also same bday as me!

went Harbour Front dere had fried hokkien prawn noodle & "orh jian". after that walked ard vivo in circles while chatting.

went into Toyr'Us(dunno how to spell) den we keep playing with the babies toys n etc till it's close. den walk in the National Geographic "lane" n he did something funny lor.. dere's a display of things.. but he nv c tt it has glass panel de.. den he try to touched but touched the glass instead =.= i din noe de lor.. he ownself confess de. hahax

after tt walk to the back of vivo to look at the see and construction site n ppl kissing =.=

chatted.. tot danny will join in the end nv.. cos he gg in m'sia...

chattin with chris at vivo till 12am den walked over to MacD buy drinks before we walk home from vivo. den chatted at my hse downstairs till like 2am??!!

at home still chatted on phone till 3.30am.. can die arhz liddat..

i feel tt am so "li hai" suddenly... the sleeping time :
Sun - 3am
Mon - 2am
Tue - 3.30am

2009-09-07T19:33:00.002+08:00

sun~
last min danny sms for dinner with yongsheng n huajie.. tis time i clever le. i ask him dun gimme heart attack so he say he go fetch yongsheng 1st.

went to yishun dere to have "zi char". pretty cheap ehx. we 4ppl ordered.. 1big pineapple rice, veg, fish, calamari, sweet n sour pork, malt prawn and it costed $54 nia..

after tt, my slipper gave up on me. =.=

today~
work was alright. wanted to eat with collegue de. but danny smsed for lunch so join him instead lor.. if not everyday eat BM food also sianz~

2009-09-06T14:22:00.004+08:00

fri~
very nice of danny to come find me for lunch. went to queenstown dere to have fishball noddle n poh pia..

waiting for traffic light to change

he is still driving when takin tis pix!

another sat at Bellini Grande~

luckily i started preparing before 7.45pm(cos danny says he wake up at tt time). cos juz nice am done preparing(ard 8pm plus) danny msg n say he reach le.

fetch me le.. went to opposite block fetch him fren, Chris. den to Havelock Rd eat Ba Kut Teh.. n stupid danny tinks tt Beo Crescent is Havelock Rd.

after dinner, went to Kim Tian dere fetch another fren, Alvin. den to Cineleisure fetch Chris de fren. reached the club ard 10.30pm.

me n chris agree that danny is auto high. any song he also can dance to himself =.=

with Chris

danny
in smokin room

2009-09-03T10:16:00.002+08:00

finally meet my poly gfs ytd.. Angela n Xinru~

meet at Tiong cos lazy me dun like to travel so far.. hahax. had teh o iced and teh terak iced with angela while waiting for xinru to arrive.. wanted to buy heels but no nice de.. =.=

ate at "Bie Fu" and chatted quite abit. lots of share with them laa~~

stupid jackson was at Mt. Faber Safra with Ernest den keep callin me to go find them as they wan me to buy MacD for them =.= i din noe MacD ala carte burgers are so cheap till i help them to buy. a Mac Chicken and Double Cheeze burger only cost $2 each!

end the session with angela n xinru early to deliver the burgers down.. after jack and nest eat finish jiu wanna go home liaox cos ujin fly aeroplane... seems like jack still hungry n he find it to early to be home, i suggested to acc him to crescent to eat. he's sure a pig lor... still can eat chicken chop! and tis chicken chop is his 5th meal of the day! wad the....

today~
had pork porridge and oily egg before work.. walk with sis to bus 65 and 855 bus stop(cos i was pretty late le) when i vomited =.= yuck! porrridge mix with coffee de vomit.

so.. msg my boss n go home.. gg to see a doc later.. has been runnin in and outta toilet..

2009-09-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

ytd... suddenly big rain~ but i still went ahead to lunch at MacD cos Alvin came over with Ivan to acc me have lunch~

got free lunch from NS gg ORD de alvin where i suan him sayin my pay is more than him. hahax.

pretty busy day ytd cos only 3 operator...

was home fast after work. 6pm off work, 6.30pm reached home n online le. hahax. slack till parents buy dinner home.. go MSN with my hp after i shower n washed my hair.. n i fall asleep!! i also dunno how n when i wake up to end the MSN application.. hahax.

but tis follow up with a bad hair day!

2009-08-31T19:41:00.004+08:00

sat~
went Bellini Grande with Danny n his frenz~ not bad ehx the place.. looks very grand~ live band also got DJ spin song~ drank bit bit nia.. nv dance much(or rather i dun feel like moving) hahax. lots of aunti n uncles n gays =.= left ard.. i also forgot wad time..

in the club

while waiting for the lift

sun~
rainy day... woke up ard 1pm.. den 3pm liddat go m'sia with danny n his fren(i dun tink i catch/rmb his name). Jam lor~ haiz..

went City Square 1st.. ate MaryBrown and danny went to buy "U char queh otak"

not bad.. juz tt the "u char queh" soft soft like kena steam de. after tt jiu shop ard. bought comic books..dvd.. rexona..

head over to somewhere near sea side den got pubs/clubs de.. the shopping centre nth to shop de.. randomly picked a pub n went in to relax n have beer. damn cheap la the beer.. 1 for 1 jug for RM$31 only! wanted to play dice but we cant c the no. on the dice cos dere's light on the table.. play card games..

wanted to sing at the RedBox de.. but the rate like not very gd.. RM$42/person.. so went to eat.. den back to sg after tt.. Jam when back also lor!! reached sg ard 12am le.. zZz...

2009-08-29T02:41:00.002+08:00

after work~ meet Mummy Lim at the interchange.. down to bugis to shop n etc.. bought mango beard papa(wanted to get strawberry de but dun have) and cheese stick for PeiYing and we get ourself mango beard papa too. hard to eat.. cos frozen de...

walk ard and decided to do pedi~ i did the express one and Mummy Lim did the classic one.. damn funny when the gal buff her feet.(shall upload pix of it soon). ate at MOS while waiting for PeiYing before heading down to boat quay to chill..

had martell n the pub, Upz, was so damn nosiy lor.. lots of youngsters thou.. step outta the pub cos Mummy Lim wants to wait outside for her fren to come and save us.

I looked across the street and saw someone familar! Danny from my poly. so "qiao" lor.. plus he is drinkin at the pub opposite the one am in.chatted before i went back to Upz. he came over to run away from drinkin with his frenzn cos he's driving but suay suay.. kanan force by me to drink.

went out to smoke and chat with him for quite awhile n when i go back in.. the whole bottle of martell is gone! lucky me. hahax.

ard.. 1am plus PeiYing, Mummy Lim and her fren went off while i went over to join Danny. continue drank abit. before we "run" at 1.45am. hurhur~ so nice of him to send me home after tt~

Danny n me before gg to where his table is

2009-08-28T09:35:00.002+08:00

ytd was super tired... due to slp for 4hrs the previous night...

had coffee ard 8 in the morning and ard 10am, i feel sleepy le.. so had another coffee 1plus at lunch.. totally no help at all! i so wan to slp in the office.

after work, suppose to meet Mummy lim when i get home but.. i fall asleep while waiting for her. hahax.

wake up for dinner den play some facebook game while appearing offline on msn only chatting with 2 bo liaox fren(mountain pig n royce)

saw 'him' online but still i din appear online nor pm 'him'. reasons :
1. if chat with 'him' i will drag my sleeping time to pretty late
2. purposely de! (evil)

woke up today n login my ebuddy n i've got offline msg from 'him' saying tt he wanted to chat with me but din c me online blar blar blar.. n den i realise, i din even send any sms to 'him' ytd.

juz like wad i said in my previous entry - "appreciate when i give attention, if not, u will nv get as much as u had before"

2009-08-26T11:28:00.002+08:00

guys guys...

wonder why some guys...

when u give them the attention, they dun appreciate. when u give them less of ur attention, they will care more. but overall, they juz wan to be friend. =.=

whereas.. some guys probably only see u in webcam before, can be so sweet. or nv see before, also so sweet. when u probably dun give a damn shit. lolx.

am so evil~

2009-08-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

meet Cindy at crescent la teh~ had teh cino iced w/o the teh. cos the drink is so full that when i stir it.. all the teh flow outta the cup liaox. =.=

after tt meet Mr J go Vivo~

had Thai Express~ nv finish my food again~

watched The House on the Left. shd not have eat full full go watch.. gross movie.. was burping when the vomit came up. but.. of cos i din vomit in cinema la.. lolx.

so feel like puking even when am home. omg~~

work tml~ sianzz

2009-08-24T01:52:00.002+08:00

finally it's over~ no more draggin~

was on webcam with unlce seth~ am like crazy de lor.. laughing at the comp.. stupid uncle seth.. keep say siao siao no logi de things.

now tt he's not in sg~ kinda miss him la.. use to be able to find him to la kopi in the middle of the night.. go singsong anytime.. eat supper n gossip~

hmmmm.. am so bored~

2009-08-23T04:28:00.002+08:00

rotted at home till ard 10pm.. meet cindy to go tiong drink coffee.. saw andi & zheng chuan.. n they stayed on to chat with us.. & called jack to come find us too.

went to Mr. Teh Tarik.. all eating except me.. i had my fav Teh Cino Iced dere which was not nice compare to jack de Teh O Iced.

cindy went off after the prata cos she meeting her boy at the pub and andi sent her cos no one wanna send her. hahahax. andi took quite long to come back. we tot he kanna rape.

stayed on to chat abit more with them before heading home~ wanted to take cab but saw jack with his bicycle so i juz ask "ur tis bicycle can 'tung pang' ppl de mah?" den he jiu say send me home le. muahahahax. tt was my motive~ from Tiong cycle to Telok Blangah.. not very long so butt not very pain la.. pretty fun ehx.

luckily went home early.. cos it rain quite awhile later after jack sms to tell me his home. Best Buddy liao la he.. hahax. asked if nxt time can "tung pang" again cos fun he say no, cos i too heavy =.= he is evil de lor..

2009-08-20T00:16:00.002+08:00

sweet~ today buddy bulldog so nice.. really come over my workplace to meet me to go down chinatown. meet cindy too but she was late~

kanna suan siao by bulldog all the way... very used to it liaox.

hmmm.. or than Mr J.. bulldog also can make me dun smoke in front of him or rather, as long as he is ard, i dun smoke. lol.

gd? bad? hahax.

2009-08-17T19:36:00.002+08:00

work today is HECTIC!!!

reached office hear tt mamajong voice liaox. she was facing the board while talkin to me but i ignore, pretending i dunno(cos do i look like the board?) lolx.

was only me & another temp, Jared, answering the call today. cos alot of ppl not in office... some took leave.. some mc.. so our service level drop from 100% to 38%

only lunch time 2 ladies, PeiRu & Janice helped out.. but still.. the call was like non-stop. email also kept flooding in... but finally the service lvl goes up to ard 62% before we stop work.

din give a damn thou. log off everything straight when the bell goes "ding ding" at 5.30pm. lol.

shd i take leave on fri? lolx.

2009-08-16T23:13:00.003+08:00

out with Mr J today. suppose to meet ard 1plus 2pm. but met ard 3pm instead... reasons, he slept at 6am.. lolx.

parked at Marina but went Suntect to watch movie, The Proposal, cos Marina got only 1 timing n it's selling fast. had Starbucks 50min before the movie.

dinner over at Fish & Co. before walkin back to Marina to get the car n head over to Henderson Wave cos he nv been dere before.

after walk jiu send me home le. he actually wanna to send me up my hse.. but i say i wanna smoke blar blar blar..

suppose to sms mummy lim to gossip abt Mr J(nth bad thou) but i send wrong.. send to Mr J!!!! OMG!!!! quickly called to ask him dun read the msg cos i send wrong de.. but i tink he might had read it before i call le lor.. lolx.

work tml~ so sian...

2009-08-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

out for awhile today... tot it will rain cos the sky had been very dark.. but nv leh. meet my xiao di at bugis.. had steamboat... catch up with each other..

wonder did i grew shorter or he grew taller.. today i seems so short standing beside him. lolx.

home sweet home after that.. tired.. lolx.

no pix cos stupid xiao di, emo, dun wan take pix with me. >.<

2009-08-15T14:01:00.002+08:00

ytd. irritated.

wanted to take leave on Mon cos meeting ppl plus my cousin took leave for mon, tue, wed.

my boss(linton) was out for reservist so have to email to a !@#$%^&*() lady boss(AJ). email her liaox den she say "cannot arhz Joey.. mon Frena not ard den many ppl gg course.. later OBLS cannot de arhz.."

juz plainly nod my head but hmmm... mayb purposely get MC hor? lolx.

2009-08-14T09:33:00.003+08:00

finally watched Orphan ytd.

nice movie! but waiting 1hr plus to get to know Esther's secret. the drawings are like so amzing la.. under luminous light den can c de.

looking fwd to SUN~!

2009-08-12T10:17:00.003+08:00

In office right now~

received a !@#$%^&*() tis morning liaox. so wish to "F" the caller. lolx.

ytd after work rush home bath n change meet Mummy Lim at TBP to buy Jason's bday present. bought a 3quarter for Jason n Mummy Lim bought alot of things for herself =.=

ard 8pm meet Jackson for dinner. force him to eat Thai Express cos i wanna eat rice & dun wanna eat foodcourt food(cos i've been eating hawker food during lunch break at work). i tink he totally feel like killing me cos he ate Thai food the day before. hurhur~ but wad to do.. am his buddy buddy =D

after dinner(his treat) went down to coffee bean to have coffee(my treat) to gossip n catch up. when ever i see him i will comment abt his face. cos he nv take care lor~ =.=

now he is waiting for my pay day den eat dinner again n i tell him we shall eat Thai food again. muahaha~

2009-08-10T19:58:00.003+08:00

7 & 8 Aug
slept at 12am den woke up at 2am. walk to crescent to meet Mummy Lim, Jason & PeiYing before heading down to Cineleisure to watch "Where got ghost?" at 3.30am. Nice show thou we go into the theater abit late.
watched till ard 5.15am which is still early for me & mummy lim lor.. Jason & PeiYing took a cab back to woodland while me & mummy lim walk all the way from Cineleisure to BM to eat abit breakfast.

slack at Kopi-Roti cos Mac is very smelly. den took at bus to mummy lim hse slack till 10am to meet Doggy go in M'sia lo~

ate at the Mong Kok Hong Kong cafe in City Plaza~ nice lor~ n c, the milk tea so big cup. lol.
only bought 4 comic books & Rexando at City Plaza cos nth much to buy dere leh.. head over to Holiday Inn after tt where i bought 1casual/office top, 1pair of heels, 1naval stud & Flower Over Boys dvd(full).

home at ard 5pm plus.. wanted to nap nia.. but.. 6pm i slept till nxt day 9am. lolx. totally coma!

2009-08-09T09:34:00.012+08:00

shall blog back on those i forgot to blog...

30 Jul
meet Mummy Lim & Jason for breakfast at BM de MacD. tot tt buy meal will have the Hello Kitty le(wanted to get tt for PeiYing) but.. yuan lai is get Happy Meal jiu have le =.= thus.. we enjoyed out Big Breakfast w/o the Hello Kitty.
Night time Mummy Lim came over(forget for wad) den we sat at my place de void deck to slack n chit chat n of cos, takes the pix saying we are TIRED. lolx.

1 Aug
ECP with Mummy Lim, Jovan, Jason, PeiYing n Doggy joined later. went over Mummy Lim's place ard 8am. take care of Jovan while she go pack all the barangs barangs needed.

found her son's sunglass so ask him to wear n take pix. when he wear the sunglass, he suddenly say "jiejie jiejie, jovan shuai shuai" den i was like "ya lor.. jovan shuai shuai". when did he learn to say that he is handsome? usually when i ask if he is handsome he wun say anything de lor... lolx

ard 10am went down to Redhill to pick Jason & Peiying up before heading down to Tiong Bahru Market to buy food for picnic later at ECP.

1st, we took the Happy Family pix. hahax. den we continue in search of what to buy for picnic. next, we head down to Tiong Bahru Plaza to get Old Chang Kee n Shi Ling stuffs n Coffee Bean before gg down ECP~

dere's a xiao gui behind me!! lol

yue lao enjoying air con~

when we are abt to reach ECP, mummy lim den rmb she forgot to bring her son's milk.. so we head down to Parkway Parade to c if we can get the mix hao de milk powder. but dun have leh.. in the end.. both mummy lim n her son get a cap dere~

tis is not the cap we bought for him. cos we find the cap cute so ask him wear for us to take pix. hahax. had a fun n tiring day w/o picnic over dere cos was too late le. hahax.

5 Aug
meet Mummy Lim early in the morning(been meeting her every morning before work le.) n we slack to take pix before she send me to work before heading to work herself.

2009-07-27T19:29:00.003+08:00

work has been alright.. except for last fri.. am suppose to off work at 5.30pm but the phone keep ringing.. bo bian.. have to ans.. end work at 6pm...
wad i wore for last week. office lady~ hurhur

2009-07-25T20:06:00.003+08:00

change a new blogskin. change a new song. cos previous skin... die liaox. lolx.

today's sun is not fake de. can really melt me. lolx. went over to find mummy lim for lunch den we 2 bo liao. boil barley~ cos she wanna cook for her... ahem.. lolx.

i take care of her son,jovan, when she go do her housework. den shawn "korkor"(her cousin who is younger than me lor) came. keep askin jovan to call him "shuai ge" but jovan ignore him. lolx. keep watchin lion dance video on youtube with jovan cos he damn like la.. watch till i bth i bluff him lion wanna slp ask him go slp. lolx

later still gg out.. mummy lim gg to take her cpu go repair~

mummy lim n granny tan

2009-07-24T13:54:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. dunno wad i did.. somethings are missing from my blog.. die arhz... lol.

nwayz, will update the on the Taiwan trip soon cos mummy lim haven upload her side of the pix yet. when unpacking luggage. realise i din buy alot of stuffs except for food for my family ehx. also cos nv go dere with pretty lots funds lar..

Sis found my ring when she pack her stuffs ytd! SUPER HAPPY lor.. =)))

2009-07-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

Off to Taiwan tml~! gg with mummy lim. so excited! hurhur~

2009-07-14T04:47:00.003+08:00

pretty tired lately. been hangin out at mummy lim's place playin with her son who is ALWAYS so adorable.

fri. online from 2am till 5am playin youtube with mummy lim. siao de lor.. dun ask me to go youtube for a week pls...

went Yishun to eat Chomp Pang NasiLemak last sat with mummy lim, doggy, jason didi n peiying meimei. Doggy had been hoon, peiying nv eat n da rest of us have NasiLemak. Only mummy lim n me kanna stomachache in the middle of the night! r we 2 so weak? hahax.

met up with Cindy today. went Chatroom(a pub) at Kiong Siak Street. Had beer n chit chat. i can only say.. tt place have more Uncles(over 26, 27yrs old i call them tis liaox). Eeeee.. i dun like uncles~ lolx.

lookin fwd to wed!

2009-07-06T15:43:00.003+08:00

work ytd was boring... Fairway club cannot have bazzar dere de. got ppl.. but 0 buying power~ luckily asked Jason didi to come find me(since he at woodland nia).. everyone left ard 4pm.. me n didi stuck with a luggage n stuck in the rain.. waiting from got sun till got moon den didi gf reach liaox, claudia(my god sis) den arrived too pick us n the luggage up. imagine me n didi(noe not long nia) can chat from 4pm to 7pm waiting for claudia to come lor.. so damn chilly down dere...

head down to bukit batok 1st cos claudia have to help her dad send things down.. den to queensway cos she making new spect while me n didi go hunt for food liaox. den down to crescent to pick ppl up before heading down to geylang 126 to eat dim sum~

2009-07-03T02:13:00.003+08:00

finally i blog.. cos finally my dad got a free laptop from continue to sign on for Starhub internet den me n sis can share use. it's way better than the stupid desktop!

added a new fren from facebook.. chatted online.. den realise.. he dunno my age! do i look so young? cos he's only 20yrs old n wan to noe me. lolx. the conversation goes like this..

jonny says:
Hey =]
// ♥??♥ ??????????????... says:
hi
jonny says:
Added ya on zoosk
From zoosk I mean
// ♥??♥ ??????????????... says:
oki
jonny says:
Nice to meet ya
// ♥??♥ ??????????????... says:
nice too meet ya too =)
jonny says:
My name is jonny
I'm 20
U?
// ♥??♥ ??????????????... says:
erm.. erm... tingz here.. 22
haha
jonny says:
Ohhh haha

damn paiseh lor.. like i jie jie wanna eat didi.. dots..

den last sat meet up with long time.. fren.. last time fling(now married liao la) at my younger sis chalet.. drank from 3am to 7am.. li hai hor.. lolx.

2009-04-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

out with Lijin & Claudia~ was otw to JE dere to eat Aston when the sun was so bright n lijin pass me da sunglass. tt's the dangerous driver beside me.
tt's our new "jie-mei".

2009-03-18T02:51:00.006+08:00

decide to change blogskin. cos if u all had been to my blog earlier.. the person who create the skin nv host the background all these le =.=

some random posting~
rena's bday present(14nov 2008), me & yoke's drawings/writings

packing the god's altar before new yr, see the amount of alcoholic drinks i have
Nutty's gathering(2009) organise my yoke =)
my niece took my phone a self take pix. fail!
prawing with boy's frenz n his lucky fren who keep bio-ing tt particular spot cos the prawn keep eating his bait at the same spot but nv kanna the hook caught tis->

2008-12-31T14:52:00.000+08:00

hmm.. forgot to post tis before 2009~

19Dec ~ 22Dec

went bangkok with my guy n his frenz.. bought not much things cos was too tired to do so.. cos everyday also go shopping.. shop till my leg gonna break anytime.. everyday also went massage..

X'mas eve

had dinner at Mt. Faber (cos elsewhere packed) den went Dragonfly 2nd floor dere countdown with his frenz. left ard 1am.. cos was falling asleep n dun wanna be dead drunk cos his frenz ordered a Martel cannon n 2 more small bottle of martel. siao de ehx..

my X'mas present~ shall leave it to use for Chinese New Year

New year countdown
went espanade dere watch fireworks den down to cine to watch movie~

2008-12-05T01:05:00.002+08:00

wed - meet yoke in town to get rena's belated bday present.. bought wisma voucher cos dun really noe wad to buy cos she got sensitive skin de ehx.. had dinner at Seoul Garden with yoke, rena n her bf, glen.

den down to Clark Quay - Zirca with yoke to check out. da free flow lychee martini for ladies night not bad ehx.. atmosphere dere also quite alright..

awhile later went down ph to join mandy n her frenz. fun night la.. muz buy 4D liaox also.. cos yoke jio to club n she go clubbing with us wor..

2008-12-02T03:21:00.002+08:00

SAT - out with Cindy to town cos she wanted to shop n also to catch up abit lar. was wearing heels when out with her cos Yoke jio me to club Cannery to check out cos she got free admit for 2. now inside club cannot smoke liao mah.. of cos she can go in lar.. lolx.

it was damn warm in town lar.. dunno izzit the weather warm or was dere too much crowd. lolx. 1st thing when i meet her n walked over to far east is to get a pair of flats cos my heels was killing me! one of it was slanted causing my walking posture to be slanted also. =.= felt damn shiok when i wear the flats. lolx.

den Yoke came over to join us for dinner at Spagetti(spell correct?). queue was pretty long but we get a seat rather fast lar.. finally had beef! cos my boy dun like n dun take beef so cannot eat beef in front & with him. argh~

took a mrt down to Clark Quay den join Wai Leong n Melvin inside the club see see sit sit.. was ard 10pm gg 11pm still not much crowd ehx. dance floor empty also. sit awhile den we went off le.. cos Yoke is gg home so din join the guys for a drink at O Bar lar.. i went back to town to catch a movie with my guy.

watch Hell's Highway:KM13. not a bad movie but.. no ending leh.. how come everytime the movie i choose not so nice de?!!

SUN - as usual woke up in the noon lar.. bought 2 Mushroom & chicken curry puff but the aunti dunno gimme wad puff. inside only got those veg found in poh pia de n garlic! had a few bites den throw to my guy to eat liaox.

down to beach rd with his fren sunny n gf(stef) to buy things for fishing de (hooks.. lines.. blar blar blar) had our meals at Lavender Coffee shop. had to walk by a small route near Mustafa area. DISASTER sia.. the indians walk like the rd is theirs. had my guy lock the car door n pretty fustrated de me ask him not to stop moving his car, keep horning n juz drive on. guess it's pretty dangerous for me to have drivin licence uhx. wld probably had knocked down a few ppl. lolx.

den down to East Coast to fish. no fishes.. only rubbish n seaweeds. lolx.

2008-11-17T23:21:00.005+08:00

out with Jack, Ujin & Cindy(last min de) to town to buy Mandy's bday present. all were late lor.. Cindy cld be forgiven cos she got work but not Jack n Ujin.. =x bought a A/X belt for her before we headed to HK Cafe for dinner.

Cindy with her Black Pepper Beef w Mee Sua~

me with me Chicken Chop. NOT nice.. the egg yolk is harden de...

Jack with his Pork Chop rice with egg.
den i forgot to take pix of Ujin with his food den we continue to eat le. lolx.

Mandy's bday at Boat Quay SheBang. not a bad environment compare to da last time i pass-by la..

ehx.. where Cindy gone in the pix? There were more than these few of us la.. but i dun really noe them la..

This was taken when, me n my boy's frenz went fishing~

2008-11-01T04:57:00.003+08:00

meet my pri sch fren today.. yee n lijin. guo chun suppose to join but he cant book outta camp.

been 14yrs(they count de.. i lost count liaox) since we are frenz le wor.. thou we seldom contact but when we meet up we still got lots to talk abt n not juz dead silence. even my mom noe them all n our moms noes each other de lor.. lolx.

had dinner tgt at tiong de 'bie fu'. all had paper pot(chicken, pork n beef) n coke. lijin took very long to choose wad to eat cos..
me: ehx, u noe wad to eat le mah.
lijin: *point to the udon with chicken cutlet*
yee: aiyo.. $9.80.. u might as well try the paper pot. come here muz eat this de
lijin: *thinkin..*
me: ehx.. y u take so long to tink?
lijin: *whisper to me* cos i only got $6 in my wallet i haben go withdraw money
me: *dots* ehx, we got money wad.. we pay 1st la.. *tell yee*
yee: piang.. pay for u 1st la

want to faint liaox sia.. 14yrs frenz nid to shy meh.. hahax. had coffee bean cos yee wan to fall asleep liaox den took some pix(shall wait for that woman to upload when she go work)

-> to yoke if u r reading tis.. waiting for u to date US out wait till my neck long liaox leh..

2008-10-29T02:05:00.003+08:00

these pix were taken when i went suntect with angela to chill~ *forgot when liaox lar* not gonna post the pix of me n her up cos i got no photoshop =p

nice banana choc cake~
i had a.. somethin choc de.. she had a blended cuppucino which we both say no nice cos.. abit tasteless..

went m'sia on mon. 3 car, 8ppl. to holiday inn dere~ bought a few DVDs .. n i got a pink naval stud for RM$15. wanted to get comic books de.. RM$2 each nia leh.. but.. too much choice i dunno how to choose. lolx. had pizza hut for dinner cos they say 3 cars.. hard to park.. dangerous..

comin back to sg was as usual.. JAM.. a RED plate SFM9286T "bua" the car i was in, n simply drove off when we stop, honk n stare n wanted to open our window liaox. but lucky~ nth bad juz a loosen screw at the bumper.

our other fren's car was worst. keep havin engine breakdown. but still make it back to sg.

our conclusion : "tks" to the weiliang's gf. no one wants her in their car anymore.

2008-10-16T23:58:00.002+08:00

dearest angela~ i noe u seldom see me online n u seldom online.. but send me our pix soon! tks huh. lolx

cant recall da date for tis.. out with my boi, my younger sis n her boi, my da ge n da sao, cindy n rena to drink at boat quay QBbar(if i nv rmb da name wrongly). 8 ppl also cant finish a bottle of martell. lolx. not tt we are lousy drinker but da ge n da sao left early.. my sis bf also left early den left with we 4 gals n my boi den we din really drink tt much lar..

den out with angela on.. tue mid night for supper~ before tt i had alot of jap food for dinner lor...

nxt day, wed also meet angela.. went for spa~ ehx.. it's 30min back massage.. *from her blog* it cost $117 but we got for free cos of her fren.. shoik~! but now back painful leh.. mom & boi say cos i dun always go massage de.. tt's y..

watch quite alot of movie with my boi da worst movie is Read & Burn away. choose it last min de.. damn lame... dunno wad the fark it's talkin abt. lolx.

will have pix up soon cos am gg for a wedding tis sat~

2008-09-28T15:49:00.002+08:00

worst guy tt i ever met n deserved tt slap from me way long time ago.

call me childish, look at urself. stop acting matured or forcing urself to look or be mature when u are NOT. juz be urself will do. no point tryin so hard in life to be someone u are not.

risk my life in ur car when i can ans u in dat bloody angry mood. tt was da most ungentlemen thing i've ever seen. not tt am scared sitting in tt car but irresponsible is da word. dun say u noe ur driving skill, i only noe accidents do happen.

farking spoilt brat, it's juz tt am more pampered by ppl, not u.

frenz noe i nv like to slap ppl cos i find it damn rude. n since i've slap u means how damn rude n how angry i am.

2008-09-17T05:22:00.002+08:00

ok.. seems like my blog is dead.. but it's not la.. juz tt am lazy to blog..

haben been drinking since.. last wed(10sept). tks to the shots la.. lolx. dunno y cant take shots tt day.. feel like vomitting when i smell it.. almost vomit when i drank it. lolx.

life have been rather bored la.. everyday slept till like 4 or 5 or 6.30pm. lolx. slack at home watch tv show den mid night out with my darlz to eat or drink(soft drinks la)..

2008-08-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

nice time spent tis week ehx..

wed : meet keat. acc him to buy stuff.. den wanted to return him his cd. cindy came to join us when we are havin coffee.. in the end forgot to pass keat back his cd =.=

went to pub with cindy n her frenz at O Point. been dere before.. a long time ago.. have Chivas.. play 5-10.. dice.. 007.. pool. coma when reached home. lolx.

thurs : meet up with cindy ard 5pm planned to acc her to wait for her guy finish work but her guy finish work early.. =.= den ard 6.30pm walk over to hereen's bus stop to wait for angela.. had snack at HK cafe.. den walk over to PS where i get an ashtray for my dad. saw a sec sch senior, Rizal(shd be liddat spell ba) at Actions City den i got discount for tt ashtray~ hurhur~ den he ask for my no. den i disturb him "wad no.? IC no.?" lolx.

after tt we had starbucks coffee den tommy(angela's bf) came to join us before sending me n her home. tks to him lo~

2008-08-25T19:25:00.002+08:00

luckily am in time to catch the fireworks again~ watched it over at Marina South~ nice but not near enough~

meet Ivy for consecutive 2 days lor.. met for beers over at SClub den saw the Donughnut Empire boss, Skye dere. den also meet her for buffet over at her darlin's working place. quite disappointed at the variety of food. was expecting more cos had heard wad she say abt the food dere before but yea.. not so much variety liaox.

watched The Mummy~ nice movie ehx. time to plan time to meet my friend..

heard bad new(to me lar) from my aunt, sayin we might be gg back Vietnam sooner than expected cos the manager, Dung(pronounce as "Yong") resign liaox. den the Vietnam shareholder might pull out.

argh~ i dun wanna go back viet so soon~ i haben had enough of sg yet~

will post da fireworks pix up n some other pix asap lar~

2008-08-20T09:59:00.001+08:00

back tml 21 Aug 08!

finally~ i miss sg~ *sob*

i wanna go eat, go drink, go enjoy n sleep more. hahax.

2008-07-29T13:32:00.002+08:00

am really givin up at teaching the viet ppl abt how to do make their life easier at topping side n keep the choc in gd conditions.

they've ruined 3 of my choc in a day. how great ehx. my white choc become condense milk colour, my ganache become like shit, my strawberry choc become peach colour. luckily me n my aunt manage to "save" da choc instead of juz throwing them away.

they simply cant listen n follow simple instruction. u can remind them once, remind the twice they can still forgot. like wtf. even pigs are more clever la.

but one gd thing is tt my life is more simple. cos am juz HELPING them n not an in-charge dere. so wad am doin everyday is wake up at 6am (if i can) n heat up the choc for them before gg back to slp.. go for breakfast n continue to slp.. den before and after lunch, go c c if they choc are alright den go back room rest or wad.. den before n after dinner also go c c if the choc are alright den go do my things.. den night time, top up their choc. if any of them is gg to ruin the choc again, they'll have to pay.

i will be gettin my pay soon~ woohoo~

2008-07-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

slept late ytd.. tks to an idiot who made me waited online for 2hrs 30min. bleahx.

woke up early tis morning.. went to Metro (it's like sg de Giant or Carrefour) to get stuff for shop n my aunt n me de neccessities.

happily walking to da roasting corner n my aunt point out to me da roasted RABBIT! omg omg!! i cant imagine ppl eaing da rabbit. i tot it was da pig before my aunt point out to me da longgg ears they have. argh! i took a pix thou.. will try to get it up using my aunt's laptop cos i nv bring my hp wire.. luckily they were only roasting chicken when i walk over n not RABBIT.

i wonder wad they do to the cats since i haven seen any on da street. NO cats at all! omg omg. muz be careful of wad i eat liaox..

argh~ i miss sg!

2008-07-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

curse tt person who took my laptop. argh~ all da pix.. i tink i have a backup... i tink only laa..

nwayz.. now using a comp borrowed from my dad which got nth. n i mean nth inside.. except for MSN n Skype n VLC player. no more photoshop CS2.. no more nice nice font.. no more songs(luckily mp3 got) no more nice nice pix! wtf! haiz.. n rena.. if u are reading tis.. pls tag me ur blog. *sob* but ok lar.. clear everything n here's a new start.. juz dun remind me tt i spent $110 to change da laptop fan n *poof* 10days n it's gone. argh!

am gg to work hard.. dun spend(i dun really nid to spend on anything here either) den buy myself a nice nice new laptop. hurhur~

nwayz.. it's rather boring here in viet la.. i still love sg thou.. where i can get outta my hse anytime(morning or night) n go anywhere i like(cos i noe da rd dere) n spend my time doing things tt i wan..

here in viet.. everyday is like planned.. i will juz be at home if my aunt nv go out n dun expect me to go out alone. cos thou da taxi fare is damn cheap(start off w $1.20 nia) but i cant recognise a single word here. lolx. plus it's a 3rd world country still.. so dun expect much.. they dun really speak eng. n i dun tink i even dare to cross from 1 street to another here.. so many scooter! have to cross w some kinda pace ehx.

went for a buffet ytd with my aunt n uncles frenz. aunt fren's Mrs leng was like tryin to sell me off sia.. i went to chat w here n suddenly she speak into my ear "ting, da guy behind u.. wear spect one single" i was like OMG.. n i told her "cannot.. too fat.. cannot hug.. plus later he fall down n i catch, i die arhz" den both of us were luffin like mad den we went to take cakes den she talk to me again "ting.. he 35 only" i was like "am 21!!" she say nvm =.=

den a waiter chatted with me using eng n amzingly he do noe a bit of chi n told me tt he is learning to speak chi. den mrs leng even tell da waiter am single. omg.. can die arhz..

nwayz.. will blog soon la..

2008-06-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

finally i can blog in peace w/o thinking of da net will be off anytime. cos previously was staying at hotel Empress.. da wireless dere is always low(den still on it for wad right?). now is stayin with my aunt at her fren, Mrs Leng's place.

been making donut with da flour we got from sg.. den on last sun, went for a lil shopping at a local market - look like bugis village but is way BIGGER than it. like 3 - 5 times bigger? but it's damn warm in dere la.. da round of shop near da outside is more trustable. inside, u will have to bargain da price.. cos they will anyhow give price.

now is R&D time.. still focusing on da dough thingy.. den hopefully i can go back sg soon. cos nid to do a lil shoppin before totally dunno when will be da nxt time to go home - sg.

2008-06-17T18:23:00.002+08:00

finally am home~ cos been staying over at my aunt's hse for da past month which is quite a torture to me.. cos dun really have internet to use.. den when she wake up & wanna go out.. i nid to follow.. dun really have time to go out lo...

packed my cupboard.. cos juz realise tt it's damn messy. lolx. throw wadeva tt shd be thrown.. keep nicely wadeva tt shd be kept & realise tt wa piang.. so many things to keep sia me..

found a pair of mickey & minnie.. but i forgot who gave it or i took it from who. lolx. ask mom, she also dunno.
found a Hugo Boss perfume which i "steal" from supper kakis (cos i like da smell) & is somehow evaporating liaox.. gave it to my dad. lolx.
found handy crafts item which buy liaox but haven do (dun even rmb y i buy them in da 1st place) so decided to bring them over to viet.. got time jiu do lor..

realise i got lots of gift boxes & i love to keep them (thou some are empty liao) lolx.

ytd.. finally got my laptop fan fixed - $110. bo bian.. dun wan it to die on me when i go viet.

met Jason from No.5 de.. gave him cig (cos he dun have) wad's worst is tt he even have to borrow lighter! omg.. call urself a smoker huh.. lolx.

hmmm... i realise wad kind of guy am looking for.. have i found one? we'll c..

2008-06-11T04:07:00.002+08:00

i've like so much things to do nowdays when everyday dere's only 24hrs..

da previous week.. my time is spent on gg ard from mornin till like evening/night with my aunt to hunt for equipment.. n find wadeva we need also to check out on different prices.. also paper work after tt before i slp

tis week.. mostly paper works & some designing things...
but i get to slp till i like.. go out abit den come back & continue do my work...

so sian.. i miss my home & my bed.. which i will probably miss more when (if nth goes wrong) i go vietnam nxt week.

got quite abit of things to shop for to bring over cos :
1 - their imported stuff are very expensive (imagine they count in USD?)
2 - i dun trust my face with their local stuff. lol
3 - i dunno wad they sell dere
4 - i dunno whether they sell wad i wan notz. lolx.

nwayz.. will update again laa.. if i got the time... cos my aunt's hse dun have wireless.. & my cousin is playin online games all night/day long..

2008-05-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

work had been F U N~

with ivy ard.. sure get fat de..

every morning either scramble egg or bread with ham & chedder cheese or both.

dere's tis day where am sooo sick of bread.. cos
breakfast - bread with cheese & ham
breaktime - bread with cheese & ham [cos no appetite]
before gg off - bread with cheese & ham

go home c bread also scared la... lolx.

i hate it when i wanna buy something & it's outta stock.. wanna buy Missha rose water[make up remover] outta stock for dunno how many weeks liaox!

am half looking & half not looking forward to my bday. cos am not celebrating[as in not grand grand celebrate] but am expecting presents! lolx.

2008-04-27T20:22:00.003+08:00

been rotting ard since i quit my last job...

playing with PSP games all day round.. if not jiu surf net.. if not jiu go out walk walk.. eat eat.. drink drink..

juz went clubbing(finally~) with Cindy & Mandy + her frenz. drank alot.. & so 'qiao' met Spen & her gf Lu dere.

finally da ge tat side de ppl reply back liaox.. say will contact me during June(pretty late ehx) for da work stuff..

considering abt gg oversea with aunty to work.. my mom ask me to since my aunt is gg by herself nia.. i can acc her also can learn something & earn money lo.. but.. if so hor.. i wun be ard sg for 2 to 3mths leh! OMG...

tml start work lo.. part time de lar.. back at C&F... but my fav chef Elvin not dere liaox. nvm.. got ivy dere to talk cock can liaox. hurhur~

somethings back then...

went Pasta de Waraku at Marina Square to eat with Peter. 1st time dere ehx.
had Puri Ebi Deep Fried with cheese sauce <-- for snack

i had Seafood Spag in tomato sauce.

He had Scallop & Chicken baked rice.

portion is rather small ehx. cos am still quite hungry after tt. hahax. but their seafood is YUMMY! it's not very expensive laa... we almost wanted to order da pizza also de.. cos da crust is soooo thin.. like so yummy like tt.. but we skip it la..

2008-04-14T02:11:00.002+08:00

got my pay finally but farking du lan! walk all da way in to da restaurant in da farking hot weather.

1st thing dat boss say "i ask pitt to count liao.. he say u worked 61hrs" i was like wtf?
den he continue ask "wad hrs did ivy say huh?"
i replied "she say from da 1st to da 25th i worked 97hrs"(i haben tell him abt 26th to 30th hor)
den he said "huh, got so much meh?"
i replied "if am not wrong.. marvin worked for 14days only & he got 79hrs liaox"
den he was like "oh.. ok.. so 97hrs how much?"
calculated for him to c den he go take cheque while i tink back on wad he said. when he was back i told him "rmb da time ivy bring 2 schedule for u? it was da schedule from 1st to 16th & i printed it so i count my own hrs for tt which exceed 61hrs liaox"
den he goes "okok"
went to da private room while he issue da cheque i was tinking.. shd i tell him ivy actually told me i worked 120+hrs? in da end, i choose not to la.. cos he dun believe in ivy liaox.. so no point really arguing..

meaning.. he "eat" abt $150 of my pay! farking shit right? ivy & elvin told me to get it back. but i told them no point la.. plus i dun really have a concrate evidence of my hrs since he lost 2 of da schedules(which pitt say 1 is found liaox) & he dun believe in only da hrs but not da time length evidence.

say am evil or wad but let da money be his funeral money la.. nv met such farking boss before leh.

DUN PATRONISE COVO BISTRO & LOUNGE @ 16 GREENWOOD AVE

2008-04-11T05:37:00.002+08:00

i juz nid 1 more.. call it a proof or wadeva.. to make my decision.

things u talk abt is nice & sweet.. things u talk abt is wad i wanna hear.. things tt u do did credit urself.. but..

things i found out makes me wanna give u tight slap. but yea, not tt i cant afford to play but see how much u can affort to lose ^_^

2008-04-09T15:10:00.002+08:00

blur blur me.. tt day suppose to wait for Keat to webcam.. so i nv went drinking with my da ge they all.. in da end Elvin called to eat supper den i juz agreed. lolx.

after eat liao went kampong bahru find da ge they all drink.. so qiao lor.. c Charles(very long time ago Hang Ten de collegue).. finally not drinking da fake Martell liaox.. Peter open a bottle of Chivas. drink abit nia.. cos they all like damn high when i reach.. home to webcam(shows tt am not drunk!)

am sooo angry with da boss, Oliver of Covo Bistro & Lounge. say lost 2 outta 4 of my schedules so cannot give pay unless i can accept he give me a lump sum. den i say y not i call ivy c if she got da schedule. he totally DUN believe i work so many hrs. 97hrs from 1st to 25th March.

Halo~ who always extend hrs when u dun have enuff staff? i dun always go on da dot de ok? if schedule say i work till 10pm nia if needed, i will stay back to help. not like ur "better" staff who goes on da dot.

i wanna burn da restaurant down. *evil*

2008-04-03T13:58:00.002+08:00

finally got a date with da ge ytd. shd wait for him to date me.. cos i date him no use de. went kampong bahru de pub find him & his frenz Peter & baoPi(weird name. drank da balance fake Martell(tt's wad they told me.

after tt sua to Shenton way dere de thai pub. drank Martell again & tis time.. i noe y they say da other one is fake de liaox.. can taste da different..dere da gals are WOW, pretty. but got some hor..is machiam u give them a slap & da powder will drop off de.lolx.

got one guy dere quite gd looking cos got baby face but when c from near.. also lar.. one slap, powder drop. lolx.

nth much to update leh..

2008-03-31T01:37:00.003+08:00

i finally quit from da restaurant!

2nd last day of work was terrible lar.. only 3 ppl working.. boss, da PR & me. & dere was hell lots of customer. being da cashier dere is.. terrible.. now i understand how ivy & pitt feels.. cos u have to check da order sheets & manually write it(yea.. our system is down!) den it's like they will juz verbally shout to u which table wan bill & u have to check da price from da menus or confirm da price with da boss(cos he might juz change pricing of da specials..)

nwayz.. only today(tt am leaving) da boss den say.. when da new waitress/waiter come in, they will be given da market price - $6. piang ehx.. den when i work for 2mth liaox also nv increase mine! but IF i go back work(as part time) my pay will start from $8 liaox. but ehx.. i dun tink so ba..

da "world" dere is complicated.. stories juz fly here & dere. & i HATE da head chef dere. farking irritating idiot. very GL one sia.. today my last day so i juz say him back totally! fed up sia..

i wan my pay.. i wanna get da stuff & things done tt i nv did last month..
-foundation
-touch up rebonding
-shape eyebrow
-some new clothes(hope i can find any)

tt's all for now lar.. sian.. bday coming soon.. dunno how & if i wan to celebrate or not..

2008-03-29T02:32:00.002+08:00

juz went for movie - Vantage Point- nice movie if u watch it to da end. at da front, u wld think "ehx.. y repeat again.." but it has got it's reason for doin so lar..

damn sian.. found out something which i shd not have. disappointed. but yea.. shd have seen it coming..

can only say.. woman or rathers female's sixth sense are usually quite accurate.

2008-03-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

am like da "luckiest" person on earth lar..

till now i got like 4injuries! all injuries are caused when am working.. =.=

2 blueblack - 1bang onto da wall.. 1bang onto a spoil speaker which we use as a platform to stand on.
1 injured finger - caught in between da sliding door of da restaurant when i tried to lock it. cursed knn & shouted for plaster & cried liaox. cos was bleeding from both side of my forth finger's nail.
1 scald finger - lighting da lights with oil on stick & da burning oil juz dripped onto my finger.

family stuffs which am sick of talking abt it & hacking liaox. really. totally immue.

drinking had be part of my habit - for now. jonny walker acc me for 2 nights liaox. hurhur~ but am not a heavy drinker lar.. juz drink to forget every stupid shit which i dun even noe y i got into & sleep soundly.

waiting for my pay day! i wan to sing k! i wan to shop(abit)! i wan to eat.. erm.. craving for ajisan raman for now.. lolx.

thankx for those who i tried finding when i in need of help. & is dere to help me. not gg to reveal who cos if i still nid their help. i dun wan anyone to be able to find me except them. thankx load. lurve u peeps!!

2008-03-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

dead tired.

am juz not a morning person lar.. supposingly to work at 7.30am(omg right?!) in da end ivy said i can reach at 9am(hurhur) den pitt add on "it's alright lar.. u can reach at 9 or 9.30am as long as boss not here yet"(muahahax) i love my managers!

sat & sun die die also 7.30am till 3pm liaox. kill me pls.

2008-03-19T05:03:00.002+08:00

breakfast + lunch + dinner with cindy at cine's HK cafe today.. ordered 2 bake rice(1fish 1 chix), har gao(prawn dumplings), prawn beancurd roll, almond dessert(for her), barley & milk tea. we were freaking full & din finish everything lor..

watched #Rule No.1.. freaking scary(to me & her lar) da show started for 15min nia i wanna walk out liaox. lolx. we were so tired cos we keep covering our ears(sound impact very big) & closing our eyes to only 1 eye watching da show nia(for me) or closing it totally(for her in some part). den i rmb got 1 part i juz totally scream out liaox. lolx.

at least i still understand & finished da whole show(thou some images are blur cos i close my eyes to da minimum) nOt like someone(u noe whO u are) still blur blur.. lolx.

ps: angela..pix.. if nOt nth to shOw in blog leh..

2008-03-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

today very guai.. rejected cindy to go drinking hor..

finally got time to meet my supper kakis. took 20min juz to go holland v drink coffee lor.. cos we were "cruising", dunno where to go. catch up quite a lil~

so sian tinking have to work on thurs to sun.. thurs night shift not bad lar.. fri to sun is morning lor.. & i really mean morning - 7.30am have to reach. wonder if i can wake up or notz. probably tell pitt i'll be late or better still.. no customer come eat =x din really wanna go back work liaox but pitt sms is really funny & sincere lar..he msg me "May i put u on <~da schedules~>. i nid u. thankx." was luffin like mad i saw da msg lar.. wad "i nid u" told ivy & we were luffing abt it lor. bth him.

abit reluctant to go back work also cos da boss have a mind set tinkin i will confirm join full time but.. no lor.. heard wad happen to ivy made my scared liaox.. plus.. da sweeping & mopping.. ahem.. lolx.

2008-03-16T03:45:00.002+08:00

coma till 3pm today. time by time in da morning i got wake up to check my hp but juz dun da strength to reply den coma back liaox. lolx.

finally meet up with Angela & XinRu today~ had dinner at Far East dere de Jap food restaurant~ den we shopped ard. nv bought anything thou.. bring them over to c No.5 but angela dun really like dat place so we went to drink starbucks instead. Jason recognise me sia.. want to psycho me to go drink but nah.. lolx. rot till finally we decide to go watch movie.. at 1am. den JianMing came down to watch also.

nice movie! so nice dat i got company to watch with me T.T i dun wanna miss tis movie lor..

2008-03-15T17:15:00.002+08:00

was pretty bored ytd till i received Cindy's call saying she's gg No.5 with her collegue, Maya, den i join them. was pretty packed dere when we reached.. den ask Jason to find us a seat cos we dun wan to stand. it's gd to noe ppl dere lar.. cos can see some others are still looking ard for seats hehe~ maya & me keep smelling something werid cos we were seated near da door.. she said it smell like bread talk den i keep tracking where da smell came from.. taa-daa~ Cigar smell =.= so damn smelly lor.. pui!

overall we had 2sets apple martini, 1 set of lychee martini & 1 set of.. "m" something martini(green in colour de) den get to noe a lady dere, elly who works in SIA den.. some indian guy suddenly came over to me with his gal-a china gal(i assume cos he was holding her) den say "she is also pretty like u" i was like wtf? lolx.

den ivy came ard 12am plus & tt's almost da time cindy & maya left. den spotted Bjorn, his gf, alvin & fai outside No.5... eeee.. so suay lor... but lucky they nv come in lolx. ard 2am plus ivy, her fren(i forgot da name) & me head over to chinatown dere cos their fren's bday.. went we reached it's closing liao lor.. so we had a glass of Hennesy with green tea each & i din touch da beer cos will confirm make me "merlion" de lor.. lolx. one of da gal dere even pour in more mixer for me after i drank my drink halfway cos she say juz now a guy pour quite alot of liquor in my gls den scared it's too thick for me but.. eh.. i hardly taste any liquor.. ivy also say so lor. lolx.

den head over to st.james cos they wanna go den since it's so near my hse.. y not? lolx.dance dere.. finally club liaox T.T den 1st time c ivy dance. hurhur~ had black label with green tea! it sux! makes my hair stand. lolx. home ard 4am plus..

2008-03-13T01:40:00.002+08:00

out with cindy to raffles de carnifornia fitness cos her bf refer her to dere for a free trial & my purpose is to acc her. in da end, i got a 2weeks free trial. seems nice dere but i cant afford yet. den down to town. supposingly find mandy but she off work liaox lor.. diaox. got money liaox but nth to buy.. bought a black shorts nia.. so as to match my black short dress.. cos brown shorts looks weird lar.. & da shorts cos me $17 nia lor.. wented to buy a top which can reveal my navel stud but.. not worth for dat kind marterial..

den to No.5 to drink. chatted bit with Kim & Jason but chatted more with Jason didi =.= den today den we noe tt da legal age to go No.5 is 25yrs old. lolx. *apricot martini SUX!*

da ge called me.. got job offer.. & da pay is much higher than wad Covo is giving lor.. wait till i go c da work area & job scope ba.. *tempted cos of da pay*

seems like u're moving on well. seems like u are flirting like i've nv noe tt u can before. i regretted for not treasuring but yes, am movin on too. to me now, u r juz like any other guy. cos if u really love me, it wun be liddat. not like i wanna tink liddat but it's wad u are showing. yes, it's my fault, but if u loved me.. if..
mayb.. someday i'll juz delete u from wad eva connection i have of u cos i dun wanna get jealous anymore.

2008-03-12T01:52:00.002+08:00

was at home till 9.30pm.. been raining whole day long lor.. wanna go pierce tragus also sian.. i hate to go out on rainy days lar..

went to find cindy for a drink at holland v. Eski bar dunno close or renovating so went to WalaWala.. had a beer dere cos cindy wanna drink & it's one for one. den da table nxt to us was having finger food.. smell so nice tt we cant resist so we also ordered.. calamari frutti~ nice!

i still prefer No.5 lor.. WalaWala have so many waiter & waitress they seldom keep a lookout on da tables lor.. we have to wave de lor.. whereas No.5 got not many waiter/waitress but they will pay attention to u de. plus, No.5 de ppl more polite.. ok.. am referring to Kim & Jason. lolx.

den met up with a.. person.. supposingly to go movie but nv.. went "cruising" abit in his car(i like his driving! fast! lolx) den home liaox. & am glad am home. =x dun ask y. lolx.

like i told ivy.. not working sian.. cos too much time to spare.. workin also sian.. cos seems like so busy. so i tink i shd ask properly da working hrs so as to balance up.

looking fwd to tml lil shopping session with cindy.. den mayb dinner with a fren den Dbl O~ long time nv go club liaox. but not confirm yet!

2008-03-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

finally my 1 week off is here~ actually not consider off lar.. can also consider quit being a part timer & am still tinking if i wanna become da full timer.

damn tired today.. plus i hate rainy days! acc my elder sis to pierce navel.. almost wanted to pierce another one for myself but on 2nd tots... i shall save da $48 for something else. den also almost pierce my tragus again(yes, i pierced twice before but da stud came out, am lazy to put back) but a size of my tragus makes me thinks alot.. pierce to inside - get headache. pierce too outside - might be too out till can see da stud lor.. plus am very sleepy so rather not pierce.. if not who steps on my toes shall die lor..

bought MOS burger for myself & takeaway KFC for my mom & sis on da way home. wanted to take a cab home liaox cos was dead tired.. but din cos 1st, i dun have cash with me liaox.. 2nd, atm queue is damn long.. 3rd, save $$ lar.. it's not even mid night lor..

am sure i can meet mandy today & yes, i saw her~ catch up quite abit & i shall date her out soon~ she still da "ah lian" lar.. =x lolx

2008-03-10T02:38:00.002+08:00

work dere is gettin abit easier after my operating manager came in. cos he will do most of da moppin, sweeping & washing toilet bowls. lolx.

boss is very keen to keep me.. i tink i might juz gave it a try. cos work dere is fun with both my manager & operating manager(cos we all know each other quite a while liaox & work tgt before) den we can always gossip alot. plus am not juz any part time waitress cos boss wld wan to groom me(in PR terms) den he offered a up pay.

nwayz, juz finally meet Cindy ytd. initially i said i can make it ard 11pm but she say too late. den ok lor.. i off work at 10pm.. in da end.. wait for her to make up all these also 11pm plus liaox. brought her to No.5 to drink. we had.. 4sets of martini(equal to 8 glasses) - apple, lychee, fruitini, peach. we tipped da waiter, Jason who was very attentive to us. Saw da other waiter, Kim who was always attentive to ivy & me & he recognise me ehx. lolx.

after tml i'll be gettin a break from work! gonna do some shopping & eat something nice. some food tt cannot be found after 11pm. lolx.

2008-03-02T03:22:00.003+08:00

totally E X H A U S T E D. da only word tt can discribe abt me now.

everyday i wake up, i dun really wish to go work. not becos am lazy but it's too much to really stay in dat restaurant. imagine da infinate work load with tat peanut pay. but still, everyday i go to work cos of ivy. she has been & always been really gd to me. as a manager or as a fren. we are da 2 commandos dere. lolx.

i totally feel like walkin outta da restaurant when i heard tt the boss wan a major cleanin up of da restaurant. WTF really came into my mind. if ya peeps had been reading my blog, u shd noe wad is da normal cleaning up of da restaurant we are doing. imagine now we have to do a super detailed & clean one.

how do u expect us to perform well in serving da customer when before tat we have to do so much things & we will end up shag & sticky. plus am sick.. flu come liaox & cough is otw. imagine da work load plus all these? fark is da only word tt i can say.

da stupidest thing i heard today.. da boss expect us to clean da toilet(bowls) super clean & have da floor dry. WTF?! u tink water can dry up on da floor within 5mins? or 30mins? have a brain lar.

been drinking for i tink 5 consecutive days. chivas, beer, long island tea. da only entertainment i can find at tat kind of time(after 11pm or 12am) & a way to destress.

heard tt da boss or rather da boss gf keep askin ivy to psycho me to stay.. to help or be a full time. they even ask me to give a quote of da salary i wan to have me stay. i told ivy "for tis restaurant, i dun give a shit abt money. money can be earn anytime but health is more impt. so wad if i can earn alot? i dun have da life to enjoy it."

sry to frenz tt i haven have da time to contact or meet up. i have only 1 off day which i apperciate tt u all will let me rest at home. am working like a full timer & not a part timer. even da chef tot am a full timer.

am glad i have choose to stay single. cos i dun have anytime for anyone. when i wake up, i dun really see my family ppl awake or at home.. same as when i reach home.. all are asleep. haven really spoken to ppl in my hse for a loooong time. am too tired to talk anyway.

we are both always brain dead after work & behaving like siao gals. cant even think properly.

gg to slp now.. work tml.. i really hope i'll faint for them to c & let da boss noe tt we are human too.

2008-02-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

fark. am falling sick. flu caught me. tissue is my best fren. lolx.

damn pai seh while working today lar.. intro 1st.. in da restaurant i work in.. all are plainly glass doors with a small printed logo & a small round + flat handle to slide open or close da door. i bang in da door twice(once in da noon, one in da evening) while servin food to a table of customer seated behind da glass door. for da 2nd time i bang into it, my manager apologise & add on "nvm, tis is her 2nd time banging onto tis door today" when da customer asked if am alright. dots.

tis shows tt ytd, we "polish" da glass door till so clean tt i cant even see tt it's dere. lolx.

finally gave boss da reply tt i thank him for his offer but am not gonna take up dat offer. & tt i'll quit most probably nxt sun(i was tinking tml de lor) but bo bian lar.. have to teach da new staff plus ivy also not gg off yet. boss was cool sia.. i tot he'll find ways to keep me cos his gf ask ivy to ask me stay but he din lor. really unexpected. but i will still do my best for da restaurant when am still working dere.

went to have a small glass of long island tea with ivy before my sis reached to fetch me. juz feel so sick now. i HATE flu!!

2008-02-28T02:28:00.002+08:00

finally i got sometime to blog & rant abit. lolx

been out drinking with ivy lately. or rather almost everyday! lolx. previously we were always at balcony drinking beer or cocktails. now a pub drinking chivas.

ranting abt work almost EVERYDAY. pathetic us lar..

boss wan us to be like commandos + survivor. halo~ dere's only 2ppl working full shift(10am to 9, 10, 11 or 12am) for 7days a week & both are gals. wtf? with all da work loads...

things to be done before start operating:
-sweep floor
-mop floor
-wash toilet bowls
-wash basin
-clean bar area
-clean da glass panels
-water plants
-change vase water
-clean bird shits
-giv bird water
-set da outdoor area table & chairs
-set/clean tables
-put all da signage out
-clear da leaves on da floor(we got treessss)

things to be done during operating:
-stand outside intro customer wad we serve blar blar blar
-standard waitress-ing
-polish cutlery
-wash dishes(sometimes)

wad my manager is handling is all da before & during operating plus:
-bartender
-cashier

seriously we are UNDERPAID but for fren she work for da boss, for her -my fren- i work for her.

boss offered me a proposal as a full time. but i decided to not accept it. cos sweet talk, nice talk, who dunno? but i can tink ok? now am only a part time, i work like shit. full time leh? i turn into shit lor. he keep saying "blar blar blar.. 3mths later, it'll sure be easy" but i doubt so. imagine how many ppl have joined & leave. tis shows tt it's not da problem with da ppl who tried working but da boss. da pay is like peanut & u expect tis much from us? who da hell wld really wan & believe?

he boost tt he 1person can handle da whole restaurant with 40pax. saying & not seeing.. i dun believe. i tink my manager is doing a great job le but he is expecting something which is to HIGH expected lar.

he praise dat da almost 10mth part timer is doing a fantastic job & he shd teach my manager & me, i dun really agree.. cos da things he do, i also can or probably i can do better(rather am doin much better le). juz tt am abit too shy to approach customer & i tend to got scared & *poof* my mind goes blank.

imagine a waiter talks to u in almost mono-tone introducing u their menu.
imagine a waiter who stand like juz any customer or probably like an "ah beng".
imagine a waiter standing at da front door sms-ing.
imagine a waiter who got a table of cutomers sitting behind him, finished their meal & he dun even bother to look back & check if they had finished their meal den clear their plates.
imagine a waiter who can stand facing a dirty table & dun bother to clean it.
or rather imagine a waiter who dirty his own table & dun bother to clean it.
imagine a waiter saw his boss's glass of water almost finishing & da ashtray damn dirty but dun bother to refill da boss glass & change a new ashtray.
tt's him, da almost 10mth part timer who my manager & me is suppose to learn from.

i hate it when da boss compliment me. i had a bad feeling cos i dun wan to stay. & da boss complimented me quite abit today, in front of da almost 10mth part timer somemore. da part timer's expression is juz priceless~ lolx.

argh.. staffs staffs pls come in.. i wanna get outta here~ lolx

2008-02-25T03:54:00.003+08:00

finally.. i have an off day tml(or rather today cos past 12am liaox)

haben found a full time job yet but am working like a full timer now lor! for ur info, am working at a part time waitress now. ya.. waitress again.. but tis is juz to help a fren, ivy lar.. cos she sound desperate enuff & since i join da restaurant, i can feel how desperate she is to find waiter/waitress. cos am now also desperate to find some to replace me. lolx. cant say da restaurant name cos -case sensitive- lolx.

in my whole life, i've nv really did all da following i did in da restaurant..
-mop floor
-sweep floor
-wash basin
-wash toilet bowl
-flower plants
-wash others dirty dishes
-polish/clean da glass door
seriously exhausted right after da 1st day!

been working from tue till sun from 10am to 9, 10, 11 or 12am da most. really coma when reach home. leg ache till ytd i learnt to soak my feet in warm to near hot water den i felt better. if not, i dun feel like walkin at all! am like perspiering(miracally i do) everyday lor! cos to save electricity.. we dun on da aircon in da restaurant unless dere are customers.

am so freak out when da boss complimented me (& another part timer) tt we did well & he is very satisfied abt how we work. most imptly is tt, he said tis on da 2nd day dat we'd work. cos i dun wanna stay dere! NOT AT ALL!

it's too much lar.. really cut down cost lor.. nv hire others to wash dishes or do da sweeping/mopping. plus am always sticky(not smelly i hope cos i spray lots of perfume de lor) after work or when walking to da restaurant.

but working with ivy is fun lar.. we do crack jokes(thou we're to pretend we dun really noe each other) & sometimes after work we'll go for a drink.

march.. pls come sooner.. i wanna get outta tis restaurant. counting down for 2ppl to come join us.

*ps: i tink u tot too much abt da previous entry. if ya wan noe anything pls sms me or wad & dun assume. cos assuming will not get u any correct FACTS. thankx

2008-02-17T19:19:00.003+08:00

visited alex di ytd. same old thing.. lung collaps. tis time he is really gg to go for opt liaox. which after that leave him with 1% of relaps. reached at 7pm plus & went off ard 9.30pm when his gf came over. am glad i wasnt & din get lost in hospital! cos i nv go hospital to visit someone alone before. plus am a rd idiot. lolx.

msged him tis morning way before his opt at 6am plus. worried thou i noe he'll be fine. haben visit him. probably later.

got a new job. part time also.. by ex collegue. work dere partly is to help her cos she reallly need ppl & am free. but my aim is still a full time job but definately not a waitress kind.

stupid supper kakis! got full time job dun wan intro.. critical reason - dere's lots of guys in da company. =.=

sry to angela & xin ru haben meet ya gals!

2008-02-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

received a sms from xiao di, alex. he's admitted to hospital again. tml having opt. gg to visit him now.

2008-02-16T03:29:00.003+08:00

somehow got a pix of i hope is da everything already. but.. dere's still doubts in me. i somehow lost da word "TRUST"

i may seems alright but NO am NOT. hate it when i noe something yet ppl are acting like nth. when's da last time tis happen to me? have i forgive da person? NOT yet. or rather nv.

might go MIA lar.. ppl who am alright with will find me.. ppl who are not? fark off totally pls.

dun ask me zhen qu for something which i dun even have 100% confident on or rather 60%. i hate those silly games. i've past da age long ago.

2008-02-15T04:41:00.002+08:00

total disappointment. but yea..expected. but din expect it to be so... i-dunno-how-to-express. but still i digested it well.

am juz thankful for da frenz i have lar.

hmmm.. tinking now.. am really complicated. who's not? who can make it so not complicated huh?

sometimes i really dunno wad i wan ehx.

regret is wad i learnt recently. i nv noe how to really treasure cos am getting wad i wanted(mostly) but wad i keep wanting is not wad i really wanted. often i dunno wad's da meaning of enuff. till more than enuff is wad i got.

ppl might c tt "hey, u can take it well" but really can i?

bottom things up is wad i always do. smiling is one way to get away. strong mayb wad i seems like. forgetting is wad am trying to lie to myself abt. but ya.. no one will ever c da true me. cos i dunno who's da true me. i dun understand me either.

dun ask me qns on tis post. am juz ranting out. i might not even understand most part of wad am typing abt. tis is juz a blog. i'll juz forget it da nxt day. *emo* lolx.

2008-02-14T01:49:00.003+08:00

pretty bored lately.. cos not working.. lolx.

tue.. went drinking with da ge & his one fren. went to beside Jalan Besar Plaza dere drink beer~ only for him i drink beer lor.. tiger beer somemore..

got one waitress damn funny lar.. 1 look noe tt she shd be 20plus gg 30 yrs old liaox. but still came over shake hand with us & say all those "Happy New Yr" thingy.. den she intro herself saying "xiao mei.. baby(wad ppl address her)" after she was gone, i ask da ge.. if she is xiao mei, den i wad? lolx.

after tt sua to boat quay dere continue drink.. tis time is bottles of Heineken. drank almost half a bottle nia.. not cold enuff..

da ge & me.

ytd.. movie - Ah Long Pte Ltd. quite nice lar.. den went over to find da ge chit chat till 6am?! at dere count mouse de sia.. so much of them.

today.. to town meet elvin & brian.. after tt to tiong to meet mom, sis, aunt, uncle & cy to eat dinner. forgot wad's da restaurant name.. at tiong 6th storey de. not bad lar da food.. but like quite lil except da fish head damn big.

damn guai today.. stay at home. cos abit tired plus lazy keep find ppl go out..

Happy Valentine Day to all~

2008-02-11T04:25:00.000+08:00

nth much to blog abt leh.. chi new yr seems all da same. except tis time i dun have a bf to go along with. hahax.

am pro at Missha's liquid eyeliner liao lor.. can help my sis put while i put it on MYSELF. hurhur~

Chu Yi
over to father side de ah ma place 1st. to have da 1st meal of da day. totally love da oil cooked bai cai! den after tt over to cckThe Warren to uncle condo. damn warm de lor.. they on only ONE fan.. ceiling fan somemore. dots. fall asleep dere till my mom say can go off liaox. went off with mom & dad to clementi to makan.

after tt.. meet elvin for movie.. paula suppose to meet us too but she prefer clubbing while we dun so.. liddat lor.. watch Kung Fu Dunk. Jay Zhou damn shuai! lolx. after tt had supper with my supper kakis. *yummy*

wad i wore tt day~ i tink i look young lor.. but some say i look like aunti.. =.=

Chu Er
to cck again to another uncle's hse.. after tt sis drop me at PS cos she, davis, mom & younger sis gg watch Kung Fu Dunk den i meet shuiping go la-kopi. long time nv meet liao he still so loh soh.. lolx. went ang bao river also.. nth much.. alot off ppl.. & very warm! tink tt day got fireworks ehx. cos was eating when i heard da fireworks sound.

after tt went back to PS dere meet up with mama they all go eat prata at alahmeen(tink i spell wrong). den supposingly meet cindy go ksong.. in da end.. eat supper nia.. cos her mahjong session 1 round nia took like 5hrs?!! lucky am not dere playing.. can slp sia..

wore da top tt i only wore once nia with jeans & da shortest covered shoe/heels.

Chu San
slept till 5pm! so nv go yy's place bai nian.. ps arhz. accumulated de tiredness is liddat de. hahax. rot at home after tt da whole day.. suppose to meet supper kakis go supper.. but supper kakis say go shit den call me, nv call me. end up ~~chat~~talkcock with joseph didi on da phone till tired den slp..

today. meet up with elvin 1st den paula came late for dinner. so heng sia.. met cy's sis & her husband at food republic! got another ang bao! hurhur~ i wld say they are very generous. da biggest ang bao i got tis yr!

had a drink at indo chine after tt. da song da live band playing/singing are nice sia today! finally benny called to confirm watching movie. so meet benny, chun & govinda at cine. watch CJ7. yea~ we are da lame gang! lolx. not bad lar da show.. sat at da 3rd row from da front.. neck pain.. lolx. paula cried at da touchin part but we dun have tissue for her.

after tt marvin came to join also but paula, me & elvin gg off liaox.

damn tired.. cos i was wearing da highest heel today.. =.=

2008-02-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

cy came to fetch me to aunt hse for reunion lunch cos my mom ask him along.

1st stop - to bm to pluck my eyebrow. long time no pluck.. very pain sia!
2nd stop - lucky plaza to get his gps thingy & we bought coke & fries from mac. hungry lar~
3rd stop - bugis to get my necklace & got 1 additional earrings.

finally to my aunt hse den start eating! after eating ask him send me home to slp.
hahax.

2008-02-06T03:19:00.000+08:00

wanted to trim my hair at bm de Kawaii Cutz tdy de.. but when i reach dere.. they were preparing to close after cutting a few more heads in da saloon. so head over to ABC market dere to meet mama den trim & wash my hair dere(lazy to wash it myself..)

cy came over fetch mama & me down to far east plaza(or was it shopping center?) to cnt buy our new yr clothes. finally got my 3quarter pants. but i forgot to trim my eyebrow *faint*

meet youngest sis at The Cathay to have sushi tgt. damn full lar.. 1st time took so many sticks put inside da container(ppl who went dere to eat before will noe wad am talkin abt).

cy den send us home after tt but i head over to meet Joseph didi to drink bubble tea & chit chat at t.b.crescent. we bo liaox till keep taking pix. hahax. but almost every pix is da same pose lar..

i like tis pix most. cos as we count to 3, my head is half not in da pix liaox. =.=

dunno y but i hate it when - when we are tgt, da clothes tt i say is nice & fit on u, u nv want to try or buy. now tt we are not tgt, u try & buy them. reasons being u dun have da money to buy those clothes at those time are considered excuses to me.
stop fooling. am trying but u are not. blame urself for losing any chances cos i'd gave alot.

2008-02-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

was almost stuck at da tv watching "Why Why Love" but luckily my fren call to rush me. if not i wld not possibily get anything for new yr.

went bugis 1st to meet marvin.. bought panties & a covered short heels & my nail polish top coat dere. was deciding on either 1 or da 3 necklace at Diva ending up nv buy. cos i cant decide! lolx. met Kat dere. dunno y but i really think she look prettier now.

after tt meet my sis & mom at PS to makan & continue shop shop. finally bought my face cleanser - Nivea Oxygen cleaning gel. den bought a heels i spotted ytd at DMK.. den bought another one i spotted when choosing for my sis. lolx. end up i have da same heels as hers or rather she got da same one ask mine lor. & am a happy gal~ cos i got 3 new heels~ from short to tall & taller. hahax. spotted a white levis belt with "Levis Lady Style" on da big big buckle(izzit correct?) but i find it freaking expensive lar! giv $80 got 10cent de change only lor.. tempted but will nv buy. T.T

now i still need a 3quarter pants den mayb a jacket.

tml.. shd be go trim my hair.. have my eyebrow pluck.

how i wish these were all mine. hahax.

my cute cute panties. lolx. 3 for $10 nia lor.. purposely buy a green colour one cos mom say green colour is gd for rabbit tis yr.

my 3 heels. from shortest to tallest.

thankx for ur like/love but sry my heart is not with u.

2008-02-03T03:51:00.000+08:00

supposingly to be out with cindy today.. in da end, no news from her.. den out with paula. ate den chill at coffee bean. cos she got lots of things to say.

after tt ex collegue called den heard tt they are gossiping at da coffee shop at 6th avenue so went down to find them gossip & hear gossip. den down to eat prata before heading home.

it's only 3days but i miss them lar.. esp. serene thou seldom really talk to her but i like to talk to her lar. damn funny de. cos she talk wad also seems so agitated. she rmb me most cos am da only 1 who goes into da kitchen & tell her take her time(to do da dessert) hahax. really wad.. wad for rush? rush liaox later da dessert dun look presentable also liddat.

2008-02-02T01:42:00.000+08:00

went to c doc at ard 7plus gg 8pm.. fast but scary cure. da doc disinfect my lower eye lid 1st den poke it with a needle den disinfect it again den put lots of eye drop den put a starchy cream on it.

da cause of it? probably cos of my dirty eye shit & probably improper way of removing my mascara all & eye make up. no mascara for a long time den.

after tt went to meet joseph didi(da office boy who keep calling me da jie when he look OLDER than me lor..) den go vivo makan. makan da prawn noodle. walk walk ard den we try walking from vivo to my hse area. not very far after all ehx. after tt i send him to the 145 bus stop(cos tat kuku dunno where..)

den meet another fren to drink something before heading home lor.

sian.. no work = nth to do.. after new yr den find job ba.

now i realise how much i left, standin in dat special place of urs. even a 'stranger' can show better. mayb they are faking. but at least they tried.

2008-02-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

dunno whether today i nv consider go work is lucky or wad...

woke up with some thingy on my lower eye lid.. pain sia.. so declare mc..

later in da noon received a call from my manager saying da management juz issue him a letter tellin him to stop all part timers from working from today onwards. shocked.

i wonder how can da restaurant goes on sia.. now our restaurant only got 2 full timer. thus, only 2 full timer & 1 manager working. den at vivo de c&f leh.. heard tt only 1 manager is working. cos all are part timer except for 1 full timer which is on leave. bless him.

& today is 1st feb liao & my pay is not here yet! wtf.

2008-01-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

woke up at 1pm today.. wanted to go market buy food de but it started to rain heavily suddenly. in da end, cook maggi mee with dried scallop, fish slice, mushrooms & egg. damn full lar..

reached workplace ard 5pm den hungry liaox. lolx. went to change den to kitchen ask elvin make me some bread. den he made me bread with ham, chicken & lots of cheese~ saying so tt i will turn fat. idiot..!

night time.. not much crowd.. den albert cooked a big portion of fettucine with mussles & prawns den celia(pastery chef) keep one small portion for me. den also got 2 crab cakes for me but i gave one to pricilla(part time staff).

now i realise, if i wan dinner, juz ask da chef to help me cook den when not so busy time, juz quietly go eat my dinner. cos bjorn always get his dinner while we dun. den today not so busy time i juz ask pricilla take care of the mezze9 while i go eat 1st bjorn saw liao also nv say anythin so i also hack care.

am i happy now? i dunno leh.. sometime yes, sometime no, sometime dunno. juz tryin to live each day by each day not expecting anything to happen. hope my absent makes u a happier person =)

2008-01-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

was damn shock dat i slept at 10pm plus ytd sia.. damn tired i guess..

quite a number of smses but i nv reply. lazy to do alot of things lar..

heard tt my Supervisor, Marco, who is juz gg to be comfirmed da title will be promoted to Asst. Manager soon. dots. i wonder wad will happen to da restaurant sia.. guess he'll be promoted is cos both da current Asst. Manager & Operating Manager - Pitt & Bjorn will be quitting real soon.

heard tt dere's a 10pax, 9 pax & 20pax of reservation. in da end, da 20pax reservation only got 9ppl come to eat. dots. & yea! i got my thurs off! dun wanna die with da 25 tp 30pax of ppl which will sure come de. cos theirs shd be a company dinner things - from da piece of pp with information on dat day ---> $29++ which includes only appetiser, dessert & coffee or tea. da main is ala cart which will be counted seperately. worth? i dunno.

2008-01-27T04:21:00.000+08:00

freaking tired today... end work at 4pm den wait for elvin & brian den take bus tgt.. cos otw mah.. am gg down to tampines to meet my mama.

initially, my motive of gg down tampines is to acc + bring my mama to take da shuttle bus from tampines to ikea(of cos da tampines branch), when i reach dere, my mom say dun nid to go liaox. dots. but she din tell me on the phone cos she noe if she say so, i wun go down find her.

walk ard a lil.. nth much to shop for cos almost all da shop have da same kinda shops. dots. had crystal jade for dinner - poach veg with 2 diff eggs & live prawns. wow~ tis cost $40plus. walk ard a lil more den headed to tiong by mrt.

piang~ so tired lar.. slp in mrt. lolx. bought famous amos cookies(300grm) & finally bubble tea. been long since i drink dat sia.. i dun dare to buy the ones at bukit merah thou i'll pass by dere everytime i go work.

saw audrey(if i nv spell wrong), spen's ex in my restaurant today~ glad she still recognise me.

2008-01-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

am tired to go work today.. drag till 9.30am den wake up den rush to prepare. outta hse by 9.55am. super hoR?

finger is alright.. juz blue black! but still can carry da dishes lar.. damn hungry lor.. reach deRe nia have ice mocha liaox.. not much ppl so juz slack slack ard.. chat chat ard..

finish work at 3pm den damn hungry + no staff meal(even have i also wun eat cos confirm spicy!) den c.elvin cook me a seafood fettucine in brown sauce(brown sauce is last min invent de lor..) muahaha.. got sotong & prawns & mushrooms~ nice ehx!

den got customer ordered a slice of signature cake with 1 scoop of ice cream den as me & marvin have nth much to do plus dere's not pastery chef in the kitchen so we design the ice cream~ or rather i design lor.. he went to find the fruits & waffle stick for me. hahax.

den slack ard kitchen cos marvin & brian ask me to wait for time.. both end at 4pm.. den inside kitchen learn the proper way to hold & slice garlic. but still.. cannot make it. hahax.

new full timer - shanne

2008-01-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

dunno wad farking shit family am in now. with a stupid (& i REALLY mean STUPID!) bratz at home & a mom who dun give a damn abt how bad she is. fark!

for tis really last time, i really gonna hack care abt how her life is whether she is cheated by her frenz, how bad she turn into or wadeva shit lar. dun wanna give a damn anymore since my mom isnt gg to give a damn nwayz.

but to scold me when am using violent(ok.. da wrong way thou) but not i start it one lo. but i can be worst!

farking shit.. 1st time hit till my index finger swollen.. how to work tml..

*tks for being ard when i nid someone to hear me out.. am glad u understand wad am sayin..

2008-01-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

reached work place at 5plus a bit bit today. cos wanna avoid da jams(mostly will have ard farrer after working hrs) almost everyone was dere liaox lor.. cos they help in the cleaning up. reach dere.. help to put back the bottles of wine in alphabetic order.. den rush up with alvin to change as we are open at 6pm & it's a bit bit past 6pm liaox..

was ok lar.. not much crowd.. expect for a reservation of 18pax! luckily am not working at mezze9 today cos they are seated at the mezze9. had a croque monsieur(tink is liddat spell) which means ham & cheeze sandwich by govinda~ cos chef karti went off early so he can make for us to eat. den had coffee m/s. am not a hungry gal liaox!

worked all the way till 11pm sharp den quickly run off liaox. stupid 18pax of ang moh.. everyone gg dutch.. have to spilt so many bills.. ran to da interchange after i drop from 961.. but still.. have to wait 5min for my bus.. tot i missed the last bus sia..

either wed or thurs will be out with dear cindy for her pre bday celebration.. hope to get my pay so.. but i've noe.. it's really very lil lor.. sian..

2008-01-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

decided to change a new blog skin afterall. nice? hahax.

to find the imeem code is damn diff. lar.. cos i stupid.. nv use imeem before till now. lolx.

work today is alright lor.. dun feel like a sat lor.. no crowd de.. ate molten choc - thankx to brian. stupid govinda dun wan do 1 for me! had a ice latte at evening - thankx to mavin. had a nutty banana milkshake at night - thankx to fai.

say bye bye to peep at 11pm sharp(cos i dun wanna miss 272) took me 4min only to change into home clothes & slippers. the peeps also gg off were shock lor. like how come i so fast. hahax. but still.. i bored 961 at only 11.20pm. luckily still catch the last 272. in between still got time to chat with ist(i dunno how to spell his name lar) at bm dere.

sat night & i got nowhere to go! *sob* elvin ask if i wanna jio him & his frenz at heerens but nah.. dun wan waste on cab far.. till the nxt pay still far sia!

rot at home lor..

2008-01-19T03:17:00.000+08:00

work was alright today. screwed up a lil..
1. key in wrong order of beer.
2. forgot to key in the extra ingredient the customer wants in his burger.
& these happen to the same customer.. lucily he was not angry.. (was doin mezze9 today) den rush down to kitchen to apologise to the chefs for forgettin to key in the extra order ingredients.

totally fall down when walkin from the hot kitchen to the cold kitchen with chilli sauce & bill book in either both hands. dots. luckily i noe i was falling so i totally sit down to break the big impact i was gg to get since i got no hand to support. chilli sauce & bill book was saved but not my butt which was slightly wet(cos the floor was wet). stupid govinda.. was behind me talkin on the phone den nv come to save me!

2008-01-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

suppose to work till 3pm today.. but cos alvin was sick & on mc.. den marvin & pitt nid some rest, so i was asked to stay till 6pm. initially they tot of askin me to stay till night lor.. but i shake my head vigrously(spell wrong lar). hahax. it was slacking from ard 5pm to 6pm lar.. like 1 table at a time nia..

tried the Chocolate Royal cake today. cut into pieces by chef Karti, he cut liao left it at the bar so we juz take & eat. hahax.

tinking abt food, am craving for Ajisan & Yishun laksa! but nah.. gonna skip Ajisan for now till da nxt pay *sob*. Yishun laksa i dun really noe where izzit so can juz skip it totally. *sob sob*

no pix lately.. when got time den i shall take pix with the new waitress~

2008-01-16T03:15:00.000+08:00

slept for 13hrs ytd. from 2am to 3pm. lolx. cos i working at 6pm. shiok sia! finally got enuff slp!

work is alright today. only 2 reservations of table for 3 & 2. den some walk in customer nia~ marco went off when i came den ard 9plus alvin went off cos he's abit sick. left me & marvin working lor. cos Bjorn manager so dun nid to do much lar den he also keep disappearing. still, we can handle lar..

had onion soup~ chef elvin cook for me de. think he too free ba. lolx. but also gd lar.. something to warm up my stomach thou i not hungry. shared a mocha with marvin cos i made a BIG glass. den had a strawberry cheeze cake cos i tell marvin i nv try before. nxt time i shall try the other cakes too. muahahax.

did part of the closing for marvin(since am in-charge of downstairs den only left 1table)so count money arhz.. fill up form arhz.. tally amount arhz.. & yea, by 11pm we are done & rdy to go.

a full timer, Shanne(from filipine*dunno how to spell) came on mon morning. normal looking & friendly. i like her =) very polite too. marvin guild her ard de.

a part timer, Mei(from indonesia) came on mon night. pretty but not tt friendly lar.. alvin was the one who guild her ard. abit unfair treatment lar..

another part timer, Pricilla(from indonesia too, fren of Mei) came today night. normal looking also & friendly too. i like her too =) i guild her de lor.. but i also blur lar.. dun wad to really teach her.

unfair treatment to Shanne & Paula & me lor.. we were not taught of the different things in the menu when we came lor. but Pricilla & Mei was being taught of tat. they spent ard 3hrs getting to noe where da office is, where the staff resting place is, where da different station is, da cakes & wad's da things in the menu. but Mei was taught of the monitor thing(where we key in food & drinks) also but not Shanne & Pricilla.

den i tease the chef they all saying "aiyo.. u all change liao lor.. got new pretty gals liao lor.. lolx" den chef karti said "Joey, we still love u" lolx. so damn funny lar.

den i only told Shanne & Pricilla tt if anything dunno, dun worry, juz ask us. we will sure help de. i nv tell anything to Mei.. cos she got the arrogant look leh.. plus.. she's not friendly too. pui!

2008-01-14T02:31:00.000+08:00

note: might contain vulgarities & pardon my english

i farking hate to explain anything when everything is over. but i tink it's cos i nv had a long r/s before & nv did anyone found out wad i did or nv did i give a damn abt the other party feeling after the breakup. nor did the other party persue anything.

but he is still in my life.(till da time he wanna get outta it totally)

who dun like guys to be ga-ga over her? even i get tempted, very much tempted.

chef probably like me, he said so but i dun really believe. cos with his critiral, y me? plus, to me, he's playboy(i told him so too) he's consider my scandal. we juz msg sweet nth to each other(i dun really cos it seems so.. erm...) even if we go out, also no hold hand or wad de. juz like frenz.

so i guess u msg the wrong guy. & i've to say sry to chef.

i've clearly xplained tt i really not into mahjong or cards tt day. tt's y i wanted to join my other frenz. also cos i wanna smoke.

& yes, it's true tt u keep finding lil faults with me, not tt cos i found someone new.

like i told cindy, everything(scandal) wil be gone after i left the restaurant.

contridicting, but after u are outta my life, i hardly feel like smoking. am juz tt kind, the more u dun wan me to do something, da more i will do it.

wad's causing me to leave u? it's u who leave me. rmb? in tis r/s of ours, only u can leave me but not da other way round.

nwayz, probably cos my thoughts bother me too much. i noe i wun stop tis flirting thing for now & i will hurt u. da reason saying our differences in our life is probably juz craps cos we somehow overcome it but it's probably true too cos we quarrel over it too.

the skates, ya, probably i wun use it cos dere's no one to skate with. but ya, i'll keep it well thou now am stil finding a right place to do so. & how do i wash my skates when the screw( i dunno wad izzit call) is with u?! & where's the ring u are talkin abt??!! DUN LEAVE THINGS OUTSIDE MY HSE W/O CALLING SOMEONE TO OPEN DOOR & TAKE IT. DUN ASK ME TO CALL WHEN I TOLD U AM WORKING.

for peeps who noe me & him & wanna noe da story? ask him or stay tune here juz in case i spill more out. i dun wanna talk abt it. not cos am a total bitch but i juz dun wanna talk abt it.

last but not least. something dedicated to u from u.

2008-01-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

to u : pls dun juz leave things outside my hse w/o checking if anyone is at home. u noe i wun wan to lose anythings & am being scolded for having things left outside my hse for me!

like wad he say, he made the choice for me - break up.

dun ask me wad happen. dun ask me if am alright. cos i aint havin any feeling now.

no feeling of sad or happy or angry or wad eva tt can be tot of.

overall, life still goes on.

sry for breaking ur heart & ur trust & wad eva u had in me.

but u shd be sry too, for being rude(u shd noe wad am talkin abt)

thankx for the wonderful breakfast. i noe i will nv taste it again.

tink am more suitable to be SINGLE.

too much loves makes me goes astray.

mayb.. we are juz trying to compromise each other too much.. dere's juz too much difference in us. so much tt it overflows now.

thankx for being such a wonderful bf for the 717days. for treating me like a princess. for doting me, showering all the love, care & concern u cld ever gave. for fulfilling all my material wishes. for tolerating my temper.

thou sometimes, i really hate u & u hate me too.

last but not least.. yea, am ur WORST x gf.

2008-01-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

we broke up.

haben been talkin since.. 3-4days ago after we quarrel & i said "hang up now & nv call back" & he really nv. called him ytd or rather the day before(now past 12am liaox mah) to ask abt out status. he said "couple" thou on the phone we were still unhappy with each other. den after i fall into deep slp, (checked the phone only morning) den i realise he called me & left a sms sayin

"i tried calling u but u didnt ans.. wad i wish to tell u is dat lets break up ba.. i should let u move on.. u changed, changed alot.. out thinking have been two different set.. i wish u luk to find ur nxt prince and thank u for all the happy moment u gave me.. since the old u ever exsisted, i will slowly search for the old u again.. i gone tru all thems by u when we 1st begin and things had changed totally now.. once again all the best to u.."

drop a few tears but yea, i decided to move on.

den he msged to say wanna meet up to talk things out. so meet him lor.. den he din wan the break up again. but i asked him to gimme time to think. it's not that the feeling is not dere anymore but.. we're like draggin.. we r more & more like the north & south pole. my mom noe we din talk to each others for quite afew days, she also say we shd juz leave each other alone for a while & not meet den keep quarreling which is better.

he said he treasure me.. i do treasure him too.. i also treasure our 1yr plus gg to 2yrs soon r/s.. & also for all the things he had done.. but things had been soooo diff since i start work.. he say we can make it.. but i dunno.. i nid time to tink...

2008-01-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

after MUCH consideration.. i decided to keep my tis blogskin thou it's a new yr alrdy.. cos i simply cant find anything else tt i like YET.

finally got to sit in the Mitsubishi(tink i spell wrong ba) today! tt car is soooo super cute lar!

went shopping with cindy today.. went bugis.. cos she wanna check out some jeans & we also dunno where to really go lar.. bought only a black dress. cute & pretty & casual lor.. we din really spot anything nice leh.. sianz.. i dunno wad kind of clothes i wan now..

i wonder wad shd i get for chinese new yr also.. cos i'll mostly look at black clothes. lolx. but still far lar..

work is alright liaox lor.. i dun step at bjorn's toes & he dun step at mine's too.

mon was crazy at work! noon was slow.. not much customer.. like 2 to 3 tables in 2hrs liddat nia.. den we assume at night only got the reservation of 20 pax & 4pax & we were wrong! lots of customer walk in! tt day only marvin, alvin, fai & me (not including manager lar) work. den marvin & alvin do the mezze9 while me & fai do the ground floor. thou fai say he help me keep a lookout at the back customers & i'll be the door bitch but he was too busy with the bar tt i've to run 2 sides which means.. ard 8tables. thou sometimes i get the help of bjorn, am glad for myself cos no customer was angry with me at all! hurhur~ can say i quite organise lar.. cos most(or almost all the tables) tt got 2 courses is i take order de. den everytime i'll rmb to fire their 2nd course.

everyone was dead tired after tt. am so tired tt i call my sis to pick me up from bm while i go get macD. i simply dun wanna run to the interchange to catch my 272.

2008-01-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

work today is fark up. attitude to the manager.

morning when reach, the ground floor was almost full. only got Pitt & Mina before i reached. lots of unhappy customer waiting for their food to be served. 2 tables walk away.

noon was alright but equally busy abit thou got more ppl work liaox. den stupid thing happen.

i wanted to get butter from the cold kitchen but bjorn was blockin the entrace cos he was talkin to the chef. so i said excuse me. i tot he nv hear so i say again. den for fark he shouted at me "WAIT". wtf! he is blockin the entrance leh. cant he juz move abit & lemme open the door bigger to go in take butter? attitude with him when he talk to me asking how am i today. den he realise i attitude liao he try to tell me he'd bought burger for me den at the same time ask me wad's wrong, y attitude den i juz tell him, i dun like to be shouted at for nth & walk away.

back to the cashier after tt & he wan to talk to me. den went outta restaurant to talk. den he ask me wad happen, so i juz tell him i dun like being shouted at for nth. den he say he was busy askin the chef thing den i was like disturbing him. den i said back "y cant u juz say & not shout" den he say he is a manager & not a waiter den i say "so? we are both human beings. who like to be shouted at for nth?" den he say he is not screamin at me but he talked louder only den he apologise den i juz shake his hand & forget it lar.

fark. he always have PMS. so wad he is the manager? we are both human. outside the restaurant, he is also nth.

i wld say it's NOT my fault at all so i dun bother to apologise.

den after tt marco(as a supervisor) talked to me too. askin wad happen. den i juz tell him lar. den he say anything i dun attitude with bjorn directly but can talk to him(marco) & tt we muz somehow respect the bjorn(cos he's the manager) blar blar blar. but do i give damn, respect me & i'll respect u. he's the one havin PMS & it's not the 1st time. today i juz cant tahan anymore, everyone is busy, everyone is stress. esp some of us who started workin in the morning with all the attitude from customer. the manager is NOT always right. he wan respect? earn from me!

seems like almost the whole restaurant noe abt it. but i din really make much comment to ppl after i shake hand with bjorn.

2008-01-04T13:02:00.000+08:00

been longggg.. since i blog ehx. hmmm.. wad she i update leh...

x'mas eve
worked till like 10pm den went over to find bi.. wanted to surprise him but seems like he is not. dots. din stay back at restaurant thou they got celebration cos i wan damn hungry & they will be drinking beer. dots. nwayz, main motive - surprise bi. den went cruising in orchard at late nightz. many ppl, many car.. home after tt cos nxt day got work leh..

new yr eve

tis time clever liaox.. work till noon nia.. den night time, with bi took a bus down to 6th avenue dere to meet up with our poly mates.. makan bit bit den with Tommy(angela's boy) to c&f to say hi to the peeps dere. went to the back kitchen & the chefs were all drinkin beer dere lor.. tried Stella.. bitter but diluted de.. den Bjorn bring me & tommy a glass of.. champagne. not bad treatment huh.. awhile later went to join back our poly mates. went to Tea Time Party.. not bad lar.. but abit boring.. i had a ice hazelnut latte & played some board games & card game lor.

den chef called to ask if we(meaning me & tommy) wanna go over Lazy Lizard dere to find them cos they dere den we juz go over c c lor. after counting down with the peeps(both poly mates & ppl in TTP) den we got like no where to go. they suggested mahjong or card games at Han's hse but.. sry.. am not so interested in it leh.. den Paula msg me ask me if wan join them(at Lazy Lizard), cindy also. but i went over to join Paula cos nearer.. cindy was at My Pub lar.. had fun talkin cock & drinkin dere lar..